So its been like a month and i figured i'd update :D

parents took the news unusually well. I'm moving home in December.

Nate and i are on a break kinda.

blllaaaaaah

i'm just too busy and stressed out and overwhelmed to be in a relationship right now

and we both need to get our lives together

but we're not seeing other people

just taking time to breathe.

school is so painful to sit through

i'm so anxious to get out of here

and i'm depressed

i'm not sure if its my surroundings or me actually like trying to figure my life out.

but i'm really stressed out

and just lots of bad feelings

sssoooo i'm gonna start seeing a therapist on campus prolly.

i'm really tired like all the time

but whatev.

i'm working a lot. and when i'm not working i'm in class.

and when i'm not doing either...i'm drinking.

which is probably something you should be concerned about

cuz i am

so i think i'll lay off it for a while

my kidneys are all fucked up

its either a kidney infection, kidney stones or hemmoroids.

but they dont' know which one.

and there's no way for them to tell apparently.

its just kinda a dull achy pain constantly

sometimes it gets worse

its mostly just uncomfortable tho.

sooooo

i think thats everything?

i'm SO EXCITED FOR THANKSGIVING!!!!!

<3