please please PLEASE tell me that was you who wrote in my truth box?!?


p.s. haven't told the parents about the school plan yet...

...or the dent in my car...

:D

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iiiii suck at updating.

i'd say there's nothing exciting to update about buuuut thats a lie.

and i know that as two new mums you're NOT gonna be happy about some of this.

but lets keep in mind i'm in one piece, i'm healthy and mentally stable too

so no harm no foul right?

right. like that'll work.

so this summer basically considered of hanging out with nate and going to the gym.

i lost like 5 whole pounds going to the gym for 5 days a week for about an hour.

lame!

however i ate increadibly unhealthy lol

umm lets just get it out there. i did drugs this summer. obviously.

ecstasy a couple times. fun but not really something i wanna really DO.

smoked a lot of weed, continuing to do that ocassionally on the weekends.

tried shrooms twice, had horrible trips both times and hated it.

this past weekend i tried acid and actually had a lot of fun once i got used to the sensation. but i don't EVER want to do it again. im not sure i like where my mind went.

and of course alcohol.

now that i'm back at school i'm...miserable. i hate it here.

i miss nate, ive been down to visit him twice already

i only have class tuesday thursday so i'm working a lot

which of course sucks.

i'm gonna take next semester off, work and save up money

apply to UCI and Long Beach. Maybe Fullerton.

i wanna be closer to home, i'm extremely homesick

and my nephew is SO FUCKING CUTE!! i wanna meeeeeet him.

okay. i'm done. go ahead and start the scolding. :]

p.s. i quit smoking. for realsies. thats good at least?

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