I SUCK AT UPDATING!

sorry!

okay sooo i'm back home

i'm together with nate

life's pretty damn good

my birthday was RIDICULOUS

haha

okay so the day SUCKED because of erica's wedding rehearsal dinner

i was running around the whole time

and my dad woke me up at like 8 in the morning

and we got into a full blown arguement about whether or not it was my birthday.

He didn't believe me that it was. grrr.

they forgot to bake a cake for me so they bought one

just a bunch of small stuff adding up to feeling like they didn't give a shit

and i KNOW that it was the day before erica's wedding and stuff

but it still sucked.

so nate said why don't you spend the night and i'll make it better

which is always a good offer :D

so i went to his place and we went and got more x ( i know, i know)

we each took two and just chilled at his house (which mind you is much safer than a rave!)

we played pool, watched movies, swam in his pool and just goofed around all night

it was SO much fun, and really what i needed for the night

things have been wonderful with him..he just gave me a massage the other night using oils that warm up or whatever

everytime i kiss him on the cheek or hand or where ever he smiles and says thank you

mushy mushy mushy

i'm happy :]

and bragging to everyone about my BEAUTIFUL new nephew :]

<3