i was refusing to update until i heard the sponge story

HOMELESS STORY:

so i came back up to monterey after visiting home a week ago(monday) and spent the night at tony's (the boy). The next morning i went over to boy's house where i'm supposed to be staying this summer (Kevin and Nick's). I get there and they tell me they have a meeting with Housing (they live on the houses on part of our huge campus cuz it used to be a military base, used to house the families of the marine guys) because they're possibly getting evicted. Turns out the girl who's supposed to be moving into Nick's room (i'm moving into Kevin's) put down Nick's as her current address when applying for housing next semester. Problem: people not on the lease aren't supposed to be living at the house. Neither her nor i are on that lease. If they see her (or anyone else really who doesn't live there) spending a great deal of time (let along moving their stuff in!) there then they get evicted. Until then their houes is red flagged. For "illegals". Yes, i, a white girl, am an illegal lol. SO obviously i can't stay at their house. I'm at my friend Sarah's and also Tony's a lot, spending the night there for the most part, the main problem has really just been finding stuff to do during the day.

In other news. I've fucked myself with guys. Tony and i are getting along. I think i'm in love with nate. And i don't want to be and i want to love Tony not that he's said it yet thank god but still. UUUUGGGGHHHH