i was refusing to update until i heard the sponge story

HOMELESS STORY:

so i came back up to monterey after visiting home a week ago(monday) and spent the night at tony's (the boy). The next morning i went over to boy's house where i'm supposed to be staying this summer (Kevin and Nick's). I get there and they tell me they have a meeting with Housing (they live on the houses on part of our huge campus cuz it used to be a military base, used to house the families of the marine guys) because they're possibly getting evicted. Turns out the girl who's supposed to be moving into Nick's room (i'm moving into Kevin's) put down Nick's as her current address when applying for housing next semester. Problem: people not on the lease aren't supposed to be living at the house. Neither her nor i are on that lease. If they see her (or anyone else really who doesn't live there) spending a great deal of time (let along moving their stuff in!) there then they get evicted. Until then their houes is red flagged. For "illegals". Yes, i, a white girl, am an illegal lol. SO obviously i can't stay at their house. I'm at my friend Sarah's and also Tony's a lot, spending the night there for the most part, the main problem has really just been finding stuff to do during the day.

In other news. I've fucked myself with guys. Tony and i are getting along. I think i'm in love with nate. And i don't want to be and i want to love Tony not that he's said it yet thank god but still. UUUUGGGGHHHH

I've gotten checked out serveral times THANK YOU

and i have YET to have sex without a condom, birth control and all

so no worries there, i'm not a completely retarded teenager

(yes teenager, still am for less than 2 months and i'm using it while i can)

uhhh he thinks he had it because he was on a break with one of his previous gf

he hooked up with some other chick

got back together with said girlfriend and then she got HPV

and shes not the type to screw around apparently.

but yeah. i think that answers most questions?

he's never had any signs of it, no rashes or sores or anything

which i know, doesn't mean its not there

vaccine: i remember getting one in grade school that i had to take three times...

i'll look into seeing if it was indeed for HPV or something else!

loves!

<3

sooooooo

things are pretty good with tony

we've definitely had a LOT of rough patches

as in about every other day we're fighting

but we're both cancers

and we're both irish

so i guess its kinda of expected

stubborn and argumentative and we don't always get along

go figure.

but lately we've been getting along

which is gooooood

and then the other night he kind of dropped a bomb

but i'm not really sure

so he told me he has HPV possibly

he's never actually been checked,

so its not a for sure thing

but (believe it or not) since we haven't had sex yet

he wanted to tell me beforehand

i've been reading up on it but medical jarble isn't my style

can you tell me just how at risk this whole thing is?

i know it can cause wart type things and really bad can cause cancer

but should we be using condoms even tho i'm on BC

or is it safe not to?

just all opinions would be appreciated

thanks

<3