its friday night

so naturally i'm drunk

and depressed to the point where slitting my wrists sounds FANTASTIC

but i can't

cuz my friends need me

one is a homesick alcoholic/druggie

one doesn't think she exsists/slight druggie

and one weighs less than 100 lbs and thinks she's fat

they need me

but i dont need me

so i'll stay for now. hmph.

<3