this is gonna take a while to explain

lots of fucking drama

mark and i are over

temporarily?

everyone and their mother found out

which makes things...

interesting..

but its all good

strangely enough

i dunno

he's supposedly leaving her

but we all know how that goes

so if it happens, fuck yeah

if not, not suprised

i'm officially going to monterey bay

not sure if i've shared that

i got really sick, and got over it

and now i've got it again

but less sick

i've got a new best friend

nick

he's marks best friend too

he's going thru a divorce

and he's suicidal

so hands off! i've been told multiple times

plus you know, mark's best friend and all

even tho nick's pissed at him

mark and i haven't been on such good terms lately

he's kinda being a douche

so nick's off limits

now common sense people

tell me i can't have something...

ugh.

and he really DOESN'T need that

you know

doesnt exactly need the hurricane of destruction that is me in his life

as his friend

sure

otherwise?

he doesn't need it

so im trying really hard to be good

and kinda succeeding...?

ugh. im dumb

im going on a road trip next weekend

leaving thursday night

hopefully gonna be very drunk a lot

*crosses fingers*

and im seeing breea

life couldn't get better

so why am i so damn depressed?

<3