holy shit im actually blogging!!


ok so i dont remember where i left off in my life and im too lazy to go back and look so i'll just give a general overview


im dating this guy named ryan. real name, no joke. he's pretty wonderful, he's funny, he's smart, he's good looking, he has facial hair(which apparently is a trend), and he likes me. oh, and he's a fantastic kisser.

mark you ask? mark recently told me he loved me while intoxicated. it'd been a bad night. and uhh.. well i didn't take it seriously. he was drunk! but as it turns out..he meant it. and when i said it back? well maybe i wasn't just humoring a drunk..maybe i meant it too.

oh and ryan? yeah he just happens to be mark's best friend. yup.

aren't i just the bestest? and mark's still married..and jesus christ i dont know how i get myself into these messes

so the solution to this problem.. yeah.. i have no fucking idea either

so far the only thing we've come up with is run away to canada. prolly gunna happen this summer..and hey, seems like canada is the popular place nowadays :)

and until then? we'll just keep lying our asses off to everyone we know and keep making excuses to sneak away and see each other.

in other news..the play i was in made CETA again..cool shit. don't feel like explaining it, it just means basically that our show kicked ass and took names

i have massive senioritous. i want out. NOW.

the christmas season has me massively depressed. fuck christmas. it sucks. it's a load of shit..and im really tired of christmas songs. call me scrooge, but without the good message at the end