-halloween-
so btw my format doesn't have a section where i can put a title... wtf is up with that?
ok halloween, so i know i promised pictures but i just uploaded them i realized i dont HAVE any pictures of me in my costume, just didnt really think about it.. whoops! and the ones that are full body shots are on my phone and.. umm.. they're not decent for the world wide web to see! but i do have this one...
to explain why it looks weird first, my friend was butcher fun barbie and she had a box with plastic on the front, hense the weird glare thing going on and why i have a butcher knife in my right hand :D
its not quite full body but the rest of the way down is just fishnets and some kick ass shoes that were once betty's (thanks btw) they had these wicket heels on them, thick heels of course and were kind of boot like.. i enjoyed them.
and another halloween favorite.. yes these are the kind of people i hang out with..
oh and that jacket im wearing.. yeah that'd be the old loves.. no thats not him in the picture although the hottie on the right is his brother
anyway, halloween was fun, trick or treated, watched scary movies, yadda yadda yadda
oh, and while dressed in the tiny little dress with the fish nets, which btw had lace at the tops because they were thigh highs, i stopped by mark's house because i forgot something last time i was there on "accident" and.. well lets just say he enjoyed the outfit.. no worries, only kissing and slight groping has occurred..so far :D
speaking of mark we've been talking every day either via text or phone.. he just got texting and those pictures on my phone.. guess who i took them for.. the convos are getting increasingly more sexual and its getting increasingly hard not to just rip his clothes off every time i see him... damn.
and the old love.. well i chickened out with him, i told him i was going to leave him a note in his jacket and i didnt because im a wimp.. and he wasn't home when i was there on halloween and he called his sister to make sure he got his jacket back, he said it was important.. prolly reading too much into it but then i got an email saying there was no note.. fuck. i haven't written him back yet but i will.. i just don't know what to say. do i tell him i still love him? do i tell him he'll always be my what if? or do i just making something meaningless..i really dont know.
oh and hamlet's to be or not to be monolouge? you were right bettey, fucking brilliant, im just as confused as he was although not in the want to kill myself kind of way
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